March 22nd, 2017 - Day 1 of Silence
Dear Diary,
Well, to be honest, I'm not sure what exactly I was expecting.
It just...doesn't seem real right now.....he said he wants a break....but....for how long?!
We didn't talk at all today.
But he'll be back tomorrow...he has to.
He always tells me how much he misses me....WITHIN A FEW HOURS....he cannot ignore me forever. He WILL come back.
I'm muting him. If he sends me a message, let him wait. And if he gets mad....see if I'll care! He wants a break? He'll get one. And I'll have the power to end it....he's going to have to wait. I'm muting him and I'm not going to check Messenger at all today. Let. Him. Wait.
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Update: I couldn't help it. I messaged Julie for homework, and I checked our chat. I had to see if he was online or not. Ugh. I'm so pathetic.
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In the meantime, I'll finally have some time to do my chemistry—ugh!—if only I could stop thinking about him!
It just...doesn't seem real right now.....he said he wants a break....but....for how long?!
We didn't talk at all today.
But he'll be back tomorrow...he has to.
He always tells me how much he misses me....WITHIN A FEW HOURS....he cannot ignore me forever. He WILL come back.
I'm muting him. If he sends me a message, let him wait. And if he gets mad....see if I'll care! He wants a break? He'll get one. And I'll have the power to end it....he's going to have to wait. I'm muting him and I'm not going to check Messenger at all today. Let. Him. Wait.
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Update: I couldn't help it. I messaged Julie for homework, and I checked our chat. I had to see if he was online or not. Ugh. I'm so pathetic.
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In the meantime, I'll finally have some time to do my chemistry—ugh!—if only I could stop thinking about him!
Yours truly,
Unbelieving and slightly angry Lizzy
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Thanks for the comment, PATRICK!